Alone?

I honestly don't think I can psychological take being alone, not in the sense of a boyfriend or girlfriend. But in the sense of physically being alone with myself...

I tend to do a connections style of thinking and one thing will lead to another in a fast paced pattern.
(i.e vitamin D > photoreactive light vs visible light > florescent lighting > gloving > light used while gloving > changing glove lights via remote > changing glove lights via cell phone)

That's a harmless one, however sometimes it goes dark... And I end up thinking too much into things... I feel like I need to have someone around to keep me safe from myself... >_>