Nightmares...

So over the past few days I've been having serious nightmares, I cant get the image of the accident out of my head. I have some more photos to show why. But every dream has been close to the same; there is a car its out of control, I can't do anything, and then I crash into something, sometimes a pole, some times another car...

The day it happened I was on my way to my boyfriends after work, I work 9pm to 530am, it was about 6am-ish. I was stuck behind a red truck on the way up Rancho California Rd, to my dismay he also made the left turn toward Du Luz that I was going to, so I was still stuck behind him. However on Sandia Creek, just a merger 100yards from the last turn he, pulled over and let me on by, his name was Sheldon, he isnt out of the story just yet... I moved around his truck excited that I could finally get at least up to the speed limit, since he had been going rather slow, this also may have been the reason I did start going so fast.

I bounded around the corner going a steady 50, I was impatient and wanted to get to Fox's sooner, I wanted to get home so we could have some alone time, and cuddle maybe watch a movie or play a game before I got too tired... and since this whole next week was suppose to be a 7day work week, I was going to work from Thursday to Wednesday, I would have missed out on seeing him as much, since Tasha was coming on Sunday to visit for the week. I increased my speed to around 60 or so, the speed limit being around 45, and passed a few cars on the way, until one very interesting car caught my eye right as I was going over a hill and down it.

Subaru! I thought and then I went to move over, since i was going pretty fast, to let him have more room, he was going pretty fast too. Then my tire caught something, a bump, ditch, rock, I am not sure, something tho and my steering wheel began to turn... I tried to compensate for the incident by spinning the wheel one way and when I began to slide I spun it the other way; after this I dont remember much, until I woke up upside down and pinned in my car... I... I cant talk about it anymore... but here are the photos... you'll see what I mean...

I love my friends!

SO!

I live yes... I wasn't sure I was going to the other day! It seemed like i was going to be trapped for ever in the car... being upside down is way more then I could bare, to say the least. Anyway there will be a post about that later when I can remember more then waking-up upside down. This post is about my friends who came to see me in the hospital/home. No one can ask for more! "Friendship is by far natures greatest design!"

Thank you Fox!
Your more then just my boyfriend, your a best friend, and thats part of what makes us amazing! I love you so much, I am so sorry that I put you through that! There was so much fear in your eyes when I saw you in the hospital. I promise to try my hardest to never let that happen again!

Thank you Clover!
Your my best friend and you came through as soon as you found out about what happened! That Nos was amazing! & I love that Monkey! He holds and supports my leg very well! I hope I will see you at work soon, as I doubt these injuries will keep me down for long!

Thank you Ivy!
The air bed helped keep me off the ground & Cliff(my new beta) is super cute! I love him! & he will remind me every day that there was a Cliff and I went over it... tho it was more of an embankment... Anyway thank you so much! Now my pet will have more meaning then ever!

Thank you Detress!
I love my Fry Mom! Thank you so much! You were with me in spirit and your words were inspiring! Sometimes we cant be just there to help each other but I know you love and deeply care for me. That alone helped me see past all the darkness surrounding me.

Thank you Waffle!
As much as I don't have an affinity for driving right now that ride home was prefect timing! I am really thankful for it and that you came to see me in the hospital! Also that McDouble was sick! Thank you again!

Thank you Kmae!
Thank you for coming to see me in the hospital! Your hug was amazing! It made me feel safer! Even in that big car of Waffles! Your guys didn't have to but you did, and the thought counts for so much, as the actions mean even more!

I love all my friends! There were many of you who I didn't mention specifically! But you know who you are! I love you all, you make everyday that much more bearable! In these harsh times its you, my friends, that make me continue... I will forever be here for each of you in anyway I can, my love is unconditional, I promise to show the love and devotion to each and every one of you just as parent to a child. *XOXO*

-Bottle

Eddie VS Pole

This happened this morning around 6am or so... I am not entirely sure what happened... But I am pretty banged up... Xrays to follow this post at some point... But in a nut shell his is what happened... The pole is intruded into the driver side of the vehicle about 2feet.... I am really lucky to be alive...

While upside down I found my brothers work keys... Paul's pick, the CDs(which they wouldn't take) my lunch box and my phone... When asked for a number to call I could not for the life of me remember any number... I drew a blank... My home number, brothers cell, dads cell... I couldn't remember any of it... The ONLY phone number I could remember was Courtney's... I didn't give it tho, I didn't wanna put any of this on her...(I caused her enough trouble and pain)
Bf it was strange to think that's all I could really remember...

Happy Fry Moms Day?

Yup thats right, with a controversial life style bordering on the exotic and a less then caring mother, who pretends  pretty well at doing just that! Ive decided to celebrate Fry Moms Day!

 OR for some of you (INSERT THING INTRODUCED TO YOU BY SAID FEMALE) Moms Day!

So... Examples!

•  Toke Moms Day!
• Roll Moms Day! 
• Rave Moms Day! 
• Fishing Moms Day! (for those of you not familiar with the above terms >_> ) 

Anyway! Celebrate it how you want! What matters is who is around you! Not what day it is! <3

Runecasting

Just finished a beautiful casting. This was the first time, in a long time, maybe in this life time. But I know now that more then ever this can really be an important part of my life. Hard to admit with all the tech around that, reading the Runes would be important to me. But the answers are there for those who seek.

Hello World

Testing the mobile app of Blogger, thinking of moving from tumblr.com because of security issues....
Trying to avoid Facebook, and thinking a twittter / blog site is the right combo for my Digital Self... :-D

Strange concept that before I was worried about how my friends thought of me in person, but now in this age of information I am more concerned about monitoring myself on the interwebs.